way to nowhere...

This is the commencement, this is the end
It is everything, from then to now…
Every payment


The past and the future come together like water and oil,
It's so clean yet covered in soil.
I see the light, yet I'm in the dark,
I'm so together and yet so broken apart


I want to break the doors
Holding back my dream,
I want to run away
But there's nothing out there.
I want to shatter windows,
That look out on nowhere


For I am scared and poignant now
More than ever at present.
Tears cloud my eyes as pen meets paper,
And I hope for my ascent.


Am I running from something I cannot???
Running from self is very brief
Before we are again hunting for relief……
Yet I follow my perilous path,
To wherever it mite be leading and well, it may,
Onto something new and even more rewarding.

Exquisiteness fades away. Cause stops it none…
Time ticks along and years fly bye...
Waiting for the moment and looking for the place
To have the perfect conduit, to be the vital ace


Happiness is that I chase
And hope to find someday.
I'll count the means again I'm sure,
There is always another way . . .