Manifest content!!!

I ,for all real reasons, am sometimes perplexed by the satirical way our life seems to roll on…sometimes
So, immaculate, that the evil seems to be a teacher in disguise and regrets don’t have a place to occupy…and at times,invidious,that u can loathe even the things u need to be grateful about...Probably that’s the way its supposed to function maintaining the serene balance between “what is” and moving a step further to attain “what ought to be”.
A girl in my close connection, rather an immediate cousin of mine, got through a national assessment recently…and her effigy changed for ever. In the eyes of all…a beautiful female being considered vain 4 d past x many years had to carve a niche for herself to prove that she was worth the love and attention she was deprived of all these years. Materialistic pleasures weren’t kept off hand as she had fabulous parents but mental calm wasn’t one of her belongings... Pusillanimity, fear, seclusion, quietness were her daily playmates. Her purpose, prime mover and first cause was to live the dream she wanted to…and so she did. But what intrigues me is that how can a mere white parchment of paper rank your credibility and accountability? Just one analysis proved her worth? Why is social stature and acclaim of great consequence? I have seen her ridiculed 4 being “the way she was” and not being “what she should have been”…but possibly now she’ll have d individualism to be what she wants to be…(yeah!!!But how better it would have been if she or many others as she didnt have to go through this trial of possession of equality in ways like this)…
I’m evoked by the conventions laid by us on us…her triumph delights me. her longest battle and the only victory…but makes me exasperated altogether thinking of numerous others who didn’t get the right ‘shot’ at the right time and are still waiting for the so called parameters to tell them that they are worth the belief…that your dreams are your own…
Lets hope we can get out of this illusive world of dos and don’ts and do what we actually can do the best…there aren’t any guidelines to happiness and sorrow…no set parameters on how life needs to be lived…we know it better than anybody else cause we are living it…..